just for you amanda <3

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: mike, michael, and "the hot kid with the hair and makeup"

THREE SCREEN NAMES: reject rebel 154, ungodly yet holy, thefallen154

4 THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: my hair, my eyes, my smile, and my personality?

3 THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF: my penzor, my body, and my mental health

3 PARTS OF YOU HERITAGE: fuck if i know

3 THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: nothing but i dont like to be alone if that counts?

3 EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: music,  friends, and a toilet

3 THINGS YOUR WEARING RIGHT NOW: shirt pants and shoes

3 OF MY FAV BANDS: mindless self indulgence, kill your idols, and the casualties

3 FAVORITE SONGS AT THE PRESENT TIME: 1989, capitol p, and molly- all by msi

3 NEW THINGS TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS: i dont even know what im doing in an hour

3 THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: trust,  honesty, and acceptance for who i am

2 TRUTHS AND A LIE: I love smokin :), I love all my friends with everything i have, and im a virgin mwhahahahaha

3 THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEALS TO YOU: intelligence, humor and eyes

3 THINGS YOU JUST CANT DO: pills ( grrrr erin) sleep with that one chic down the street(there is none so obviously i cant if shes not really there) kill people

3 OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:  cruises with derrick and the boys :),  writing, and jammin out to music man id die without it

3 THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW: piss, smoke a cigarette, and leave reality(get it)

4 CAREERS YOUR CONSIDERING: to tell you the truth i have NO FUCKIN CLUE AT ALL

3 PLACES YOU WANT TO VACATION: london, cali for my friend genises(sp) and thats all

4 KIDS NAMES: idk guys i havent really thought about that yet

3 THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: get away with killing 2349078357848957 people, be a musician, and be stable and sane

5 PEOPLE THAT HAVE TO FILL OUT THIS SURVEY NOW OR THEY WILL DIE PAINFULLY: #2, Jason, karly, heidi, Erin

Erin here, im updating for Mike... and i'll be writing down what he says on the phizzone.. yeah, im just that fucking nice...

first off this weekend sucked for the most part, mentally. i did a lot of thinking and i came to the realization that things are being changed. there will be people cut out, and other people brought in. i dont know who those people are yet, but all in due time. also the fact that i think i have a lot of inproving and searching that i need to do. i talked to Erin about it for a while last night. we basically just talked about how i used to be, and how i am not. im my opinion i dont think i've changed all that much, but there is noticeable differance from 2 years ago to now. we talked about how everyone used to view me as a god, and a lot of people's perspectives have changed... god i need a ciggaratte. but anyways its bacically the whole fact that i used to be something more than just human, or average, or whatever...

well, i dont know what else to say as of right now except...... "the glove doesnt fit, i didnt kill her."  i love you for this Tikal.

ok, so to recap yesterdays events. i woke up at like 130 and came down here and talked to jason for a bit. then i left to find a cigarette, ran into cody and zach and chilled with them for a little bit. got back to jasons around 4ish and bullshitted on the comp and talked to erin on the phizzone for a little bit, took a shower and walked to the transfer center. i left later than i thought it was so i had to wait but it was ok cause i talked to #2 the whole time, so i got to erins around 7ish. i love her to death, shes so sweet and compassionate and it makes me happy that im with her. anyways jason karly zach and this other kid mike came and got me about 1130 and they came in and bullshitted till about 12. went to a bowling alley and sat around there and left for bizzaro dennys. then we drove around then we took zach home and drove around some more and talked and such. got back to jasons around 5ish and snuck karly in.

im not sure whats going on today but i do know that tonight we're sneaking tikal in, so this should be fun.

to errbody, you HAVE to read this, its so fucking hilarious http://www.tuckermax.com/tuckertriesbuttsex.html

be happy and put a smile on                                      peace niggas

its so fucking cold outside, god. anyways erins not grounded so thats good(from the phone at least) but lets not call mike right.......i dont care, well i do but im going to make everyone believe i dont, i dont know....haha i still have codys smokes that makes me smile, poor kid. paid five bucks for them and only got 3 or for out of the pack. oh well, ill hook him up someday... i hate being sick. i dont know what else to write so im out....oh yeah, happy noodle boy is better than everyone

peace